Saturday, December 31, 2005
wang li hong new song.
OK! before i show you the lyrics & link of the new song, lemme give you a quiz!!!
Which fruit define me the most?
- Mango
- Apple
- Lemon
- Grapes
- Orange
- Strawberry
Choose!! post it in my tagboard!! Answers will be posted in a few days time. =]
you can listen the song over here.
wang li hong - kiss goodbye
Baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美
(baby please don't cry
what a familiar scene this is
holding your hands, we just can't bear to let go
gimme a min of concentration
to fully admire your beauty)
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走 去跟随~
(to match happiness with sorrow
pain is at the crossroads of my heart
tears of setback can't measure the weight of love
the love given cannot be taken back
i still can't give you what i've owed
please don't take my heart away with you)
每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦 难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
(everytime we drift apart
im utterly defeated by you
everytime i give u up, the pain is unbearable
everytime we drift apart
everytime i kiss you goodbye
the taste of love is strongly understood by me)
幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味
(to match happiness with sorrow
pain is at the crossroads of my heart
tears of setback can't measure the weight of love
the love given cannot be taken back
but i still can't give you what i've owed
i then understand the true taste of love)
-the translation is for non-chinese friends. my translation sux. but u guys aga aga get the meaning can le okie? heee~
tear jerking for me. no la.. nothing happened. perhaps im more emotional in the wee hours. a few weeks back, i went back to taman jurong to look around near midnight. i sat at the void deck of my old house (blk 153).. my last memory of the place was my dad's wake. i went up to my unit and saw lotsa painted whales and cutie animals. i love that house. perhaps due to that's the last place i experience the taste of my full family. it's the same house where my little sister waited for me @ the doorsteps to pass me my birthday card. that was 14 yrs ago though. i love that place.
i walked passed the mahjong club my dad used to frequent. tat's the place where my long lost ah beng friends used to stay when they runaway from home. haha. that's the place where i slept when dad was playing mahjong and mum was @ the hospital with meimei. i miss that place too.. and of course all my god daddies who frequent there.
i walked passed no.1 market. it's in ruins now. the stalls have been moved over to the new hawker building behind the old indian theatre (now s-11 kopitiam). i ate supper @ the s-11. wanted to eat orr lua (fried oyster egg) but the stall no more le.. end up eating stingray.. i missed the sambal lala too.. i miss taman jurong. i miss my old unit. i love all my memories over there. i've made good frens from school. i've maintained my friendship with zura thru school. i've learnt how to make skirts short in school... i miss having detention!! hahaha~
i think due to my "not very happy" past, im very afraid of looking into the future. my past doesn't really affect me much before. i wonder why it keep coming up. perhaps subconsciously im not happy ba? recently i keep feeling afraid (of what i do not know) and disturbed. i have weird dreams that make me wake up crying. but i forgot what the dreams were. sometimes i felt so lonely (although i know alot of my dear sisters/brothers are just a phone call away) but i just can't bring myself to disturb them. i duno what im going thru, but im pretty sure i have to do this alone. i tink i can make it out of all these twines that's dangled at my limbs. no.. i should not say "i tink", i should say "i will". but it's just so hard to have these negative feelings bugging me. will i be able to do it? i dun wanna bring all these over to 2006.
6:39:00 AM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Resolutions
siao liao! 2006 coming.. i'll be 23 in 3 mths time. time really flies. now i gonna make some resolutions (that i seldom would fulfil. sad.)
- drink lesser alcohol
- tahan and dun touch the smelly sticks again. frens who tried to seduce me with her cigarettes will suay 148 years.
- look for a stable job. (stanley ahhh ur house need maid?) lol.
- dun splurge on massage and manicure le.. since the package is finishing. (unless i hit 4D)
- quit gambling. anyone needs mahjong tiles & mahjong table?
- slim down to 40kg.
- lesser shoppings
- lesser buffets.. =[ (WA SAD!!)
it's gonna be a very sad year for me.. lesser buffets.. =[ WAAAAA SAD~ but i must keep to these resolutions! self-discipline is very important. wat's urs?
6:57:00 AM
Hanabi
gotta thank keyi le~ thx for the suggestion to Hanabi. i went over for dinner last nite and it was great. =]
chawamushi
cheese chawamushi
miso soup x2
salmon belly
fried octopus w/ teriyaki sauce
grilled salmon w/ ter. sauce
salmon sashimi x5
garlic fried rice
garlic fried rice w/eel
agedashi tofu
potato salad x2
tempura x2
yakitori
yakiniku
saba w/teri. sauce
fried bean sprouts
salmon w/yuzu sauce
dara (alantic cod) sashimi
tori katsu
these are wat i ate with elson the birthday boy. all these for $69 nett. so worth it.. it's located @ King's Arcade and we had a hard time getting there cuz it's located in the inner lane of bukit timah rd. but blur driver chiong thru the underpass and we end up at the other side.. i look at the building sadly as we sped thru to U-turn again.. there is very little U-turn point along the road. so once u miss 1, tat's it, happy new year to you.. u have to go like 600m b4 u see a junction to u-turn. for those who know elson, he's damn well known for forgetting to turn when he's supposed to. so ended up we u-turned 3 times along bukit timah road b4 we reach the damned place.
not bad la.. in comparision to ikoi, they have lesser complimentary dishes. varieties is around the same ba.. cuz i ate around 20++ dishes in ikoi oso. hee.. but 1 thing they win ikoi is that they have free gift!! i got a handphone screen wiper. haha.. and a voucher to more complimentary dishes in the new outlet @ Odeon tower. the waitress said that there's teppanyaki over there!! ohhhh i love teppanyaki!!!! i am going there!!! next mth~ hee.
this is the menu~ have a look!
after dinner, went jurong point to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion the witch & the wardrobe. not bad la... the story reminds me of a fantasy story i like alot - The Pearl of The Soul of The World. there's a White Witch inside the story oso.. hee.. btw the oldest brother is very yandao.. hahaha~~ i still prefer harry potter series. =] just hope that they wun screw up Order of the Phoenix.
it's 4am and im still very full. how to sleep!? tink i shall login maple. =] it's been a long while.
3:33:00 AM
Monday, December 26, 2005
battling the ulcer
i saw this very huge ulcer deep inside the walls of my throat, just beside the ... i duno what it's called. open ur mouth wide and face the mirror now! u'll see there's this little lump that contracts when u make a noise. tat stupid ulcer is beside it. as big as a 5 cent coin. so u can imagine how painful it is for me to swallow saliva. been 3 days. =[
luckily i still have voice.
but it's irritating cuz the thing is swollen and when i swallow saliva, it's like im swallowing a lump that cannot be swallowed. damn. y all the irritating shit always falls on me? Buddha loves me too much.
i ate Strepsils, lozenges, liang teh, chinese herbal throat relief tables and drank lotsa disgusting plain water but it seems like it's getting worse. Usually i dun see my family doctor unless im down with fever @ 40 degrees celcius or got tied up by some serious illness cuz he's really expensive, and not to mention super effective. And i have a phobia.. cuz every time i fever till very jiak lak, no 2nd words, no bargain, confirm will kena injection. so i very very terrified of him. but i tink this time i gotta go back to him le... =[ my partyworld 4 hrs room free voucher expiring soon leh... =X hahaha.
watched a few movies recently.. i duno what the Qing Dian Da Sheng is talking about from first scene to the last. pretty sucked. The Promise is not bad. but for most of the humans out there wun find it nice.
can i ask, wat is your head thinking of when u carry ur big fat ass into the cinema?
storyline? graphic?
for The Promise, the graphic confirm good. but most people would say the storyline sucked. but hey, it's a full story and i like the idea of time travelling. im fine with the idea of gods living together with mankind. it's a movie, a story. does Prince Charming exist? NO! Does hobbits exist? NO! they're just characters, pawns in the story. i just can't understand when i hear stupid people saying "Wat a waste of money! so wat is the conclusion? can time travel?" u watch movie need conclusion one MEH? u watch movie with a logical mind MEH? wat a stupid ass. can't they see a very touching self-sacrificing love in the story? when Kunlun decided to put on the black cloak and take Qingcheng back to 20 yrs ago to remake her decision, it's fated that this 2 lovebirds will not be able to be together. but kunlun still insist cuz he wans her to have happiness. to remake the Promise she made to the God. it's a great story.
aiya, it's an Art Film. stupid people wun understand.
i refused to watch King Kong cuz i'll cry.
next on my list, The Chronicles Of Narnia.
8:06:00 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
christmas
i still smelling good. so far, no temptation to get back on nicotine. im really amazed at myself. i dun even feel a thing when stupid jingkai stick a cigarette into my nostrils. in fact, the smell was killing me. wa lao.. now i understand the agony of adeline and donna when all of us were smoking in the very small ktv room. really cannot breathe. boo hoo hoo.. DUI BU QI~ i will never smoke again!!!!
but hor... i find that i cannot lim jiu liao.... on xmas eve, went to kster with thomas and friends (hahhaa.. remember the taka tat "Thomas & Friends"?).. wa lao.. while waiting for thomas the sleepy head upline, we went to 7-11 to buy some beer.. i drink abit bacardi breezer peach i seh liao. HAHAHAHA!! very horrible right? not seh la.. but giddy.. lol. im changed..
anyway, tat kster.. their knife very sharp. $28++ per pax. 6 persons add up to $211 okie. never open hard liquor somemore. during the ktv session, jiyou went to toilet den he came back and declared outside fighting happily. -.-
jiyou: eh.. outside pit diu (smiling away). mirror break. (still smiling) they all chase down liao (smilling)
i tink he really like to see live fights. haha.
i realise.. i cannot sing without cigarettes. no breath. no energy. my cold turkey not over yet. still coughing away. stanley was still saying my cough very powerful. cuz i smsed him "cough cough cough..." he now coughing away. HAHA!!!
anyway, it's a very peaceful christmas. nothing much. i just hope Santa will take away this cough and make me well again. my singing is horrible. =[
6:35:00 AM
